05-03-2005, 08:53 PM
my father likes to play a role of frailty to avoid doing physical labor. Hes faked so many illnesses over the years that none of us are quite sure wether or not hes actually sickly or not . I refuse to engage him in a fist fight for three reasons. 1 if i were to hit him and he did have a heart attack that would be on my conscience should he die and then theres possible jail time. 2 for the most part i choose to ignore and forget things that weigh me down whos to say any and all pent up anger and dissapointment i have toward him that i may believe ive dealt with wont resurface? I control my body size and know how to do to much to risk fighting that man and accidently losing myself amidst the anger mid scuffle. 3 im better than him plain and simple i refuse to stoop to his level of ignorance at this point and time

