MAYBE.....GoodBye to you all and the world

[Sesshomaru]

Master....if you do get to read this.....then maybe this could help you abit....I have a friend......ah!.....fudge it...lying sucks *ss.....alright alright....I actually thought about suicide a couple of years ago bc of some problems that I had been having.....some regarding my family, others regarding my health....and abit of it was bc of some operations I had to undergo to fix a problem i had with my lung. I failed my english class bc of it and my god forsaken teacher didn't put into consideration that maybe I wasn't having the greatest year of my friggin life. What I'm trying to get at is, that you have ppl that you can talk to about things like this that could help you out......that could allow you to see different sides of what could happen if you were to go through with it.....for me....I actually made a great friend bc of it.....she doesn't actually realize it, but bc of her I'm here right now....and bc of her, I'm talking some of the nicest...and greatest ppl here that DO care about what happens to you. Some of you may not believe what I just wrote.....but thats to be expected, if you actually want to here about the problems I've gone through.....just PM me or send me an email (check my profile if you want it).....as of right now.....I'm in school and the last thing I want to do is to break out into tears right in front of my Physics class........saying this.......talk to ppl about every single possible outcome before truly deciding what you think would be the right thing to do. Death isn't the smartest way to go about things.