I Need Serious Help

[Sesshomaru]

I know how you feel I had the exact same thing happen to me sesshoumaru,all I can sayis that deal with it I know you cant forget but just try not to think about it we dont need another sucidel person on our hands. I am sorry because I am the one who did this to you.

MOC you weren't the one that did this to me.......as of yet, suicide is far from me.......for one thing....violence isnt something i feel is the right thing to do....I don't like hitting things, I don't like hurting people.
Diesel.....I just fell in love with the wrong person at the wrong time.....she made me feel happy again, and then took my happiness away......as of this point, I've been talking almost everyday with one of my friends about the whole thing, and she keeps telling me that things will eventually get better for me....I'm not exactly sure when that'll happen......lol....I've always had fun helping people..but now I see that after awhile of just thinking about everything that keeps happening to me....I'm actually the one that would need the help of everyone else.............lol....well, seeing what everyone has written here..has lifted my spirits alittle and for the first time in the past month.....i actually smiled about something......lol.....doesn't seem like much does it......but for me, its a start.