10-05-2005, 03:27 AM
Okay, this is just something that I've felt like a jerk about for the past 2 months, and I just like to get it out already:
It was early March and the weather was in the 50ish degrees (F), so moderately cold. Our school had gotten a break that day from the winter uniform and we could wear whatever we want. I wore, khaki pants, a t-shirt and a sweat jacket. (I didn't really need the jacket, I'm very cold resistant, it just looks cool.)
At lunch time we all get herded outside for the last 25 minutes (out of 45) while the custodians clean the cafeteria from all of our slop, and about 15 feet away from where I was with my friends there was this girl talking to some guy, and she was wearing a t-shirt and was shivering like she was really cold. The guy was just doing this "Oh, I'm not cold, I'm such a pimp" kind of thing. So I thought about offering the girl my sweat jacket for the rest of the period, I didn't really need it, but it looked like she did.
Then I thought against it because I thought I might have made the guy look bad in front of this girl he may have been trying to impress. He then left for a minute (I don't know why) and the girl was just sitting there, still shivering. I could of and should have offered it to her then, but I didn't. I didn't, I could of, but I didn't. I was thinking, if he comes back while I'm talking to her, I'll still make him look bad, and I didn't want to do that. But I should have done it anyway, but I didn't and I've just felt like an absolute jackass about that for the past 2 months, and I wanted to get it out of me.
Thank you for wasting probably about 3 minutes of your time just so I can feel better.
Much better now. Thanks again.
It was early March and the weather was in the 50ish degrees (F), so moderately cold. Our school had gotten a break that day from the winter uniform and we could wear whatever we want. I wore, khaki pants, a t-shirt and a sweat jacket. (I didn't really need the jacket, I'm very cold resistant, it just looks cool.)
At lunch time we all get herded outside for the last 25 minutes (out of 45) while the custodians clean the cafeteria from all of our slop, and about 15 feet away from where I was with my friends there was this girl talking to some guy, and she was wearing a t-shirt and was shivering like she was really cold. The guy was just doing this "Oh, I'm not cold, I'm such a pimp" kind of thing. So I thought about offering the girl my sweat jacket for the rest of the period, I didn't really need it, but it looked like she did.
Then I thought against it because I thought I might have made the guy look bad in front of this girl he may have been trying to impress. He then left for a minute (I don't know why) and the girl was just sitting there, still shivering. I could of and should have offered it to her then, but I didn't. I didn't, I could of, but I didn't. I was thinking, if he comes back while I'm talking to her, I'll still make him look bad, and I didn't want to do that. But I should have done it anyway, but I didn't and I've just felt like an absolute jackass about that for the past 2 months, and I wanted to get it out of me.
Thank you for wasting probably about 3 minutes of your time just so I can feel better.
Much better now. Thanks again.
Too legit to quit.