13-07-2005, 10:32 PM
(This post was last modified: 13-07-2005, 10:34 PM by SoundMasterLuku.)
Ian would be the red head behind the girl in the blue swim suit.....
Well ian there you have it ppl care about you..wow you should kno this by now. and what ppl said well its true completly true live life I guess.Hey I was depressed for like 2 years ian, 2 frekin years of my life and dont u think iv dwelled suicide...yeah right. I wasted 2 years of my life because I let myslef think that way I drowned myself in my emotion and let myself be that way,and you kno what You need to look at life as opertunity and not my life sucks im gonna kill myself just because it gets hard once and awhile.
Im sry I guess I want to tell you that my lifes not that peachy either for whatever you may think. What I do is look my time in weeks not days,drown yourself in friends and good memories,and in the sense of what DE said get over it because theres ppl who are starving or living on the streets of cities cold at night, begging for money just to get by.You think w/e your ordeal this time is bad theres ppl who have it worse 24/7.
But hey in the end the choice is still yours knife,gun,or pills w/e the hell you want. All I say if you did this, its gonna hurt me alot more than anything u could possibly do now.
Ian cant get on until liek 4ish because that when his moms boy friend gets home with the lap top. So by now hes not checking by choice...but hes prolly just on xbox live
Well ian there you have it ppl care about you..wow you should kno this by now. and what ppl said well its true completly true live life I guess.Hey I was depressed for like 2 years ian, 2 frekin years of my life and dont u think iv dwelled suicide...yeah right. I wasted 2 years of my life because I let myslef think that way I drowned myself in my emotion and let myself be that way,and you kno what You need to look at life as opertunity and not my life sucks im gonna kill myself just because it gets hard once and awhile.
Im sry I guess I want to tell you that my lifes not that peachy either for whatever you may think. What I do is look my time in weeks not days,drown yourself in friends and good memories,and in the sense of what DE said get over it because theres ppl who are starving or living on the streets of cities cold at night, begging for money just to get by.You think w/e your ordeal this time is bad theres ppl who have it worse 24/7.
But hey in the end the choice is still yours knife,gun,or pills w/e the hell you want. All I say if you did this, its gonna hurt me alot more than anything u could possibly do now.
Ian cant get on until liek 4ish because that when his moms boy friend gets home with the lap top. So by now hes not checking by choice...but hes prolly just on xbox live
Whats life without someone to risk it for...?