masterofchaos, well, i knwo what i say is probably completely meaningless to you+you probably wont even take it into consideration+this thread is pretty well ended, but as a last plead, here i go, this is a true story about a guy my brother knew who was going through a very difficult time in his life, he felt as if his entire family hated him, he didnt have to many friends, he had a rough time at school, his father constantly abused him (mentally)....i mean this kid was pretty well completely on his own, or so he thought, he felt completely unloved all of his life, about 8months ago his mother came home only to find him hanging in the garage by his neck, his entire family was devistated, his friends, devistated, it was a reallly hard time on my brother, even though he didnt even know the kid taht well, but his father , the man who was a good contributer to his death, still loved him deep down, he too was devistated by the death of his son..another story, my best friend just came to my school this year, she left her other school not because she moved, because literally EVERYONE in her grade hated her, and bullied her, liek the things she had described to me are things that are soo unbeleivably inhumane, i mean everyday her mother literally had to pick her up out of her bed and put her in the car and lock the doors so she wouldnt get out, and when seh would get to school she would just wlak off school property and make her way home, thats how bad things were at school for her, she did anything and everything she could to avoid going to school because these kids were so terrible to her, infact one time she was doing a presentation and the kdis were saying such terrible things about her during it, she ran into the bathroom, she was so overwhelmed she blacked out+her teacher found her passed out in a stall, her grades went from being straight a's to failing, and not to mention throughout this terrible time in her life the only person she could depemnd on was her mother, and her one and only friend at the time, her father did absolutely nothing, her sister just added onto the stress, she had to go to a psychietris(Sp?)..she considered suicide countless amounts of times, yet she made it through, and looking at her now she is the happiest she has ever been, somthing she never thought possible...well anyways, my point here is, it may seem to you as if things are going COMPLETELY in the wrong direction, if your parents, or your friends are putting you through whatever stress you may be going through, i can guarantee you that deep dwon they love you, and that whatever stress tehy may be causing you isnt because tehy want to hurt you, it may just be that they dont realize what they are doing to you, i mean that doesnt make it right, but still...listen, me, barely even knowing you, i to would be affected by your death, because i think it is terrrible for anyone to feel stressed to thepoint where they want to take away their own life, but going through with this is not the solution to ANY of your problems, no matter what they are, suicide is NEVER the solution, infact all it does is cause more problems, for your family, for your friends, for people like me who barely even know you, now if you dont do this for yourself, do it for us...stay alive. masterofchaos i know youve heard it before, but all i ask of you is to take into consideration what ALL of us have said, keep in mind this quote "love will see us through" keep on living masterofchaos, for the people who love you+the people you love, you CAN do it, you can get through this difficult time in your life, we beleive in you, now you have to beleive in yourself.
edit: one mroe thing, have the faith that we have for you, remmeber ALL of us will always be here for you if you ever need to talk about anything at all..ill pray for you, make a wise decision ian.
edit: one mroe thing, have the faith that we have for you, remmeber ALL of us will always be here for you if you ever need to talk about anything at all..ill pray for you, make a wise decision ian.