15-11-2008, 07:13 AM
*Cracks his neck as he reenters the fray for the first time since May of 2005*
...Hell, this place brings me back to a time when my summer days were spent modding here and playing Final Fantasy XI. Simpler days, fun days...
Ok if any of you out there still remember me that was horribly out of character
But in a sense it was kind of true. I had an oddly nostalgic feeling about this site a few days ago. Remembering Decswxaqz and Sol and Lee Yoshi, and my slow "Climb to glory"., becoming a mod, then having faceoffs with other mods after Sol went missing. Slowly but surely the memories came back, and somehow by the end of it all I was branded as some sort of hero by the people here. That made me feel guilty about leaving..I received many emails and people trying to contact me saying that I had left at a crucial time.
I deeply apologize.
At the time I didn't realize it (and even still can't entirely understand it), but I was apparently very well respected around here. I shouldn't have left some of the people here the way I did. Some were younger teens who needed a role model, others were like minded "adults" who needed a friend. If any of you are still roaming the sites, please, come say hello. I'd love to reopen contact with you all and you have Kashima to thank for it. He randomly IM'd me on AIM tonight and I was overtaken with the urge to pop my ugly head back in here :p
To all the new faces let me say, hello. It's a pleasure to meet you all and I hope you don't find me to sound presumptive or arrogant. Just understand this site has a long, "Bloodied" history (Ooooo epic
) that I was apart of. I do hope to meet some new people around here and have fun with you guys again. Of course, now I'm much more grown up than I was then. Living on my own with work and all so I might not be able to be on excessively but I'll make it a point to come in and see what's happening.
Heres to the rekindling of some good friendships ^^
...Hell, this place brings me back to a time when my summer days were spent modding here and playing Final Fantasy XI. Simpler days, fun days...
Ok if any of you out there still remember me that was horribly out of character
But in a sense it was kind of true. I had an oddly nostalgic feeling about this site a few days ago. Remembering Decswxaqz and Sol and Lee Yoshi, and my slow "Climb to glory"., becoming a mod, then having faceoffs with other mods after Sol went missing. Slowly but surely the memories came back, and somehow by the end of it all I was branded as some sort of hero by the people here. That made me feel guilty about leaving..I received many emails and people trying to contact me saying that I had left at a crucial time. I deeply apologize.
At the time I didn't realize it (and even still can't entirely understand it), but I was apparently very well respected around here. I shouldn't have left some of the people here the way I did. Some were younger teens who needed a role model, others were like minded "adults" who needed a friend. If any of you are still roaming the sites, please, come say hello. I'd love to reopen contact with you all and you have Kashima to thank for it. He randomly IM'd me on AIM tonight and I was overtaken with the urge to pop my ugly head back in here :p
To all the new faces let me say, hello. It's a pleasure to meet you all and I hope you don't find me to sound presumptive or arrogant. Just understand this site has a long, "Bloodied" history (Ooooo epic
) that I was apart of. I do hope to meet some new people around here and have fun with you guys again. Of course, now I'm much more grown up than I was then. Living on my own with work and all so I might not be able to be on excessively but I'll make it a point to come in and see what's happening. Heres to the rekindling of some good friendships ^^
PSO is a game of my past but those I came in contact with are still a part of me.
Strength comes not from the size of your muscles, but the depth of your heart, and the cause you're defending with it.
Strength comes not from the size of your muscles, but the depth of your heart, and the cause you're defending with it.