MAYBE.....GoodBye to you all and the world

[whiteninja]

Just make sure that you're make the right choice, because some things can't be undone. We're here with ya' every step of the way.

[Double Edge]

Don't leave, masterofchaos. We're good people here, and so are you. So, if you leave; you're basically taking away a part of the family.

[Vincent Rayne]

if he's seriously considering it..
there's nothing we can do...

unless he really know's some of you...
all he can do is look around in his mind...
pick up old memories and see how they run...

the best of luck to you sir in your meditation...
i had the same questions years ago...

but i'm still here...
i just hate the way people look at me when i tell them about it...
think of that...

[Kaminari]

NO. Masterofchaos, do not think senseless things like this.

You have me over AIM right? Just tell me how I can help... I will not see another good member leave...

I shall float around as a guest, to see if you reply or not. But heed my words; Don't Act Rashly. If you're dead...well...it would all be over... and we would never again get to argue or bugger around...

---DarkMagician

[flickynick]

Can I just say:

One of my friends friends commited suicide nearly 2 years ago. I didnt know her but some of my closest friends did, it put everyone down for ages

During this year of my school, one of my best mates took an overdose, however she lived, She and everyone got down about it, And then she started to realise what she had done and she is now happier than ever knowing that she got through it and that people cared about her.

My point is:

There will be many people who care about you, and if everything seems not right, and the whole world has caved in on you, just think that people care about you and always will, us at this forum, and friends and family.

Trust me, things will start too look up, and you will be happy you didnt

Keep your chin up

[Kaminari]

I spoke to MOC over AIM ladt night......I hope he was not serious.....

If I do not return for him, then his death will be on MY HEAD. He...he says me leaving depressed him further...AGH....What do I do???

Master, whatever happens JUST DONT DO ANYTHING STUPID. Just...be patient...perhaps I can help...

Dammit, now I have moe to worry about....

---DarkMagician

[Sesshomaru]

Master....if you do get to read this.....then maybe this could help you abit....I have a friend......ah!.....fudge it...lying sucks *ss.....alright alright....I actually thought about suicide a couple of years ago bc of some problems that I had been having.....some regarding my family, others regarding my health....and abit of it was bc of some operations I had to undergo to fix a problem i had with my lung. I failed my english class bc of it and my god forsaken teacher didn't put into consideration that maybe I wasn't having the greatest year of my friggin life. What I'm trying to get at is, that you have ppl that you can talk to about things like this that could help you out......that could allow you to see different sides of what could happen if you were to go through with it.....for me....I actually made a great friend bc of it.....she doesn't actually realize it, but bc of her I'm here right now....and bc of her, I'm talking some of the nicest...and greatest ppl here that DO care about what happens to you. Some of you may not believe what I just wrote.....but thats to be expected, if you actually want to here about the problems I've gone through.....just PM me or send me an email (check my profile if you want it).....as of right now.....I'm in school and the last thing I want to do is to break out into tears right in front of my Physics class........saying this.......talk to ppl about every single possible outcome before truly deciding what you think would be the right thing to do. Death isn't the smartest way to go about things.

[Karasu Murder]

Last semester a girl who I knew comitted suicide. I had only met her a few times, but she was really nice those few times I got to hang out with her. I was really shocked and upset to learn about everything she was going through after the fact, and how she kept it all inside rather than telling people, until the only option she could see was suicide.

As a person who tends to bottle things up myself rather than face them, that is dangeorus. Chaos, if you need someone to talk to, you know to IM me if need be. Just talk to someone, anyone, and try and be strong. Maybe you'll be able to find a way out of the situation, but we would miss you greatly if something happened. You have quite a few people here don't want to see you depressed, and I just hope that things will work out for you. Sorry if this seemed like a rant or me just rambling...

[Kaminari]

By the way, Sesshomaru. I see your signature. It is stupid, I cannot help worrying still....

Rggh....perhaps I should not have left........What if moc has already...! Arggh, it will be my fault...

Dammit.....What do I do if this is ture?!? I will practically be a part of it...

Dammit. Alright MOC, you win. Just IM me later tonight, and we can talk. I wil do anything to keep you from doing THIS.

You hear me RF? I lied. I DO care about you all, with only three exceptions. They know who they are.

Dammit, I get so scared when I see stuff ike this... Why must I be so weak? So soft?

..........MOC, just meet me on AIM tonight, okay? I need to know you are still alright...

Same with you Todd. You threaened to leave too if I left. I do not need THAT on my conscience too. IM me, we need to talk too.

and YES I AM DEATHLY SERIOUS ABOUT ALL OF THIS.

DarkMagician out.

---DarkMagician

[masterofchaos]

By the way, Sesshomaru. I see your signature. It is stupid, I cannot help worrying still....

Rggh....perhaps I should not have left........What if moc has already...! Arggh, it will be my fault...

Dammit.....What do I do if this is ture?!? I will practically be a part of it...

Dammit. Alright MOC, you win. Just IM me later tonight, and we can talk. I wil do anything to keep you from doing THIS.

You hear me RF? I lied. I DO care about you all, with only three exceptions. They know who they are.

Dammit, I get so scared when I see stuff ike this... Why must I be so weak? So soft?

..........MOC, just meet me on AIM tonight, okay? I need to know you are still alright...

Same with you Todd. You threaened to leave too if I left. I do not need THAT on my conscience too. IM me, we need to talk too.

and YES I AM DEATHLY SERIOUS ABOUT ALL OF THIS.

DarkMagician out.

---DarkMagician

DM currently the comp. at my house is not working so i cant talk to you tonight i am using the at school. I still dont no what to do my life sux so bad but I really dont want of any of my freinds here know it. If I do go let me tell you that I will remeber you all and will forever miss. I am currently still thinking and im am thankfull that people care and what ever happens will happen for the best. MOC out for now.