MAYBE.....GoodBye to you all and the world

[Kaminari]

Then DM left. That really made me feel bad. I feel that it was my fault he left and I'll never forgive myself. :miserable:

The day these forums close will be the saddest day since the day DM left.

Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa. W-what in the hells is this?? It was never your fault. I left because I was angry. It was another member that tipped me over the edge. Do not say things like this.

I only left because I was hurt... a certain member basically told me they were sick of me, and as I held this member in such high esteem, I lost it.

It is not your fault...hardly, it is mine; I was weak. I should never have depended on 'friends' Sure, I have great ones for now, Kashima, Mirinee, Ria, and many more, but they will all forget and tire of me...just like he did.....

Hmm...had I seen myself as more, I would not have left. Grrr... suffice to say, should said member EVER dare to talk to me again, he WILL be torn asunder.

---DarkMagician

p.s-> Dark Imakuni, you should get a messenger service, and contact me. It was never your fault, I knew you did not mean what you said back then.

p.p.s-> Where is MOC? I have not heard from him over AIM for a while...I am worried sick, maybe he DID.......

[Sesshomaru]

But anyway, masterofchaos, do you see how many people here care for you? RF is a family and we all care deeply for each other. We all are encouraging you not to go through with this and to try your absolute hardest to make it past any tough times that come your way, and we're here to help you do that.

Thats exactly why people keep posting here about things that they have experienced......everyone here is trying to help you through your problems and see different ways couping with any of the problems that your having.

Imakuni - DM won't be gone for long.....well, at least from the email he sent me back....kindof gave me the idea that he will be returning.

EDIT - In case this would help out
MasterofChaos
Last Activity: Yesterday 12:34 PM

[zero132132]

Actually that doesn't help me. It makes me a bit more worried that he hasn't responded to all of our pleas yet. Masterofchaos if you see this please respond asap. We're all worried about you.

[Karasu Murder]

I haven't seen him on aim at all, but his net has been giving him a lot of trouble recently....

[whiteninja]

Sesshomaru, all the Last Activity is saying is that he hasn't been on since his last post, and that does worry me, even if he has been having internet troubles; but DM, don't think such things. I'm sure if had made his choice that he would tell us.

I am still thinking and if I have to say good bye I want evryone to see it so I will let you know what my descion is...

But still, some message of any sort would be appreciated, Chaos, even just a "I'm here.". We all are worried sick about you.

[Teh EkwEE]

Ouch DM.........Ouch...well Kashima is still you're friend so.......maybe......yeah...


Anyway I'm an aetheist also so once you're gone, you're gone. You don't come back..........you don't go on.........this is all you've got...

I'm don't know you, so I won't tell you what to do. Just make sure it's what you want. Remember if you do this, there is no going back...........You're done. Just think long and hard about the cascade of people this will effect and hurt. And if you're just doing this for sympathy, then you're really f***ing sick. But I don't think you're bluffing, so think about all those this will further hurt.

[Todd]

DM, currently the computer at my house is not working so i cant talk to you tonight. I am using the one at school.

Releif people...I fixed some typos in his sentence to clear it up and it seems the reason he is not here is because his computer is not working. Therefore he cannot post for quite a while. He posted that yesterday at school and hopfully he will again tomarrow and get his computer up and running again.

MOC, I promise you and everyone....I WILL NOT LET YOU DIE!!!!!! TELL US WHATS WRONG SO WE MAY HELP!!!!! As Zero said.....

I may not know you the best but let me tell you a little about my philosophy.

Personally I am an atheist. I think that there is nothing after this life. Because of this belief I think that we need to make the best of our time on this planet. Hence, I am completely and utterly against suicide. My thought is that it is a far better thing to have lived and suffered than to have never lived at all. Just remember that with every bad thing that happens to you, there is always something good that happens too. You may not realize it but it is always there. Please do not do this, life is worth living just for the sake of all of the experiences that you have.

Edit: As you can obviously see there are many people in this world who know and admire you and would be devastated were you to leave them.

I sorta agree....When you die, from then on out, it is like it once was before you were born....without the coming back part....You only have one life with great people around you....then comes oblivean...forever sleep without dreams.....live....live to your lives ful extent........


That is all for now...

Todd signing out.....



BTW, DarkMagician.....He is coming back...That is one depressing cover that is now lifted.....DM IS COMING BACK!!!!!!! DON'T COMITE SUICIDE!!!!

Plus...You took my idea and distorted it....I was gonna leave unless DM came back...But I am glad that DM is coming back and that HOPFULLY you will

[Kaminari]

BTW, DarkMagician.....He is coming back...That is one depressing cover that is now lifted.....DM IS COMING BACK!!!!!!! DON'T COMITE SUICIDE!!!!

DarkMagician here...

Aye..'tis true. I break my word, but masterofchaos, Todd and Imakuni are more important than that...

We shall see...If Sol wants me back or not... Until then...

-DarkRob out-

[Teh EkwEE]

Releif people...I fixed some typos in his sentence to clear it up and it seems the reason he is not here is because his computer is not working. Therefore he cannot post for quite a while. He posted that yesterday at school and hopfully he will again tomarrow and get his computer up and running again.

MOC, I promise you and everyone....I WILL NOT LET YOU DIE!!!!!! TELL US WHATS WRONG SO WE MAY HELP!!!!! As Zero said.....




I sorta agree....When you die, from then on out, it is like it once was before you were born....without the coming back part....You only have one life with great people around you....then comes oblivean...forever sleep without dreams.....live....live to your lives ful extent........


That is all for now...

Todd signing out.....



BTW, DarkMagician.....He is coming back...That is one depressing cover that is now lifted.....DM IS COMING BACK!!!!!!! DON'T COMITE SUICIDE!!!!

Plus...You took my idea and distorted it....I was gonna leave unless DM came back...But I am glad that DM is coming back and that HOPFULLY you will

So basically everything Kashima and I did to try to keep him here was for 'naught....................but this person guilt tripped him into coming back??? DM that's messed up. Although this is a serious threat.........one that Master may, or may not really be considering, I don't even see how that is right........

Edit: not to mention what I did probably made him hate me.........and for a very long time at that....that's not even right.....I should just have threatened to leave........ -.-

[Kaminari]

So basically everything Kashima and I did to try to keep him here was for 'naught....................but this person guilt tripped him into coming back??? DM that's messed up. Although this is a serious threat.........one that Master may, or may not really be considering, I don't even see how that is right........

Edit: not to mention what I did probably made him hate me.........and for a very long time at that....that's not even right.....I should just have threatened to leave........ -.-

AAAAGH, BAKA. THREE THINGS WRONG WITH THIS:

1) You and Kashima WERE important.
2) I think he IS serious
3) I never hated you and Kashima. I was just angry. I only hate three people; Orphen, Decs and Albert. They all know why.