MAYBE.....GoodBye to you all and the world

[masterofchaos]

does anyone know MOC's real name......if you do, I could try to possibly find anything out about his current state. help in my search would be really much appreciated.....if you have any information about him....plz PM me about it. This is a need to know situation, and any help would be very grateful.

Hey I am still alive and I have three more bed things to the list I really dont know what to say right now im touched but I still have to put thought into this im sorry i didnt post yesterday, I did could not come to school because my bro. forgot to me pick me up and my mom got at me for staying home like i could really walk.
P.S. my real name is Ian Moyer

[DragonRider]

i dont no u i just got on this forum awhile ago but suicide aint the way dude

edit:not that im saying there is a good wa just stay man dont do it

[God-IX]

Well, Ian....Good Luck

[zero132132]

I know that you have a lot of thinking that you have to do and perhaps if you just told us about some of your problems that might make it easier for you to understand the situation. That's what I always do when something bad happens, I explain it to someone and it usually helps me to understand what is going on so if it wouldn't be that much of a problem, could you tell us about what is going on?

Edit: I also went through a period of depression and I have just recently come out of it. I've always thought about what life is and what happens after we die so that wasn't what depressed me. The thing that depressed me was that there was someone I really liked but I was too afraid to ask out. Then I just stopped thinking about what would happen and just did it. Now I am much happier.

[whiteninja]

I'm very glad to see you're still hanging in there Chaos.

I agree with zero, if you told us what's giving you such a hard time, maybe we could help you figure it out a little easier. Home? School? Girls? (Okay, not many of us have much knowlege on the last one for obvious reasons, but we still could offer some help. )

[zero132132]

From your last post it seems to be home troubles which are a bit more complicated but nothing that couldn't be reasoned out and perhaps solved. I'm really glad to see that you're still considering and haven't made the "final plunge" as they say. Please get back to me soon because I'm a curious/impatient person and I really want to help you.

[Lee-yoshi]

I wasn't gonna post initially here but it seemed like you were waiting for someone like me to, if indeed this was the thread you were refering to (And if it wasnt im posting anyways! XD), but i have been reading your thread masterofchaos, and you're really living upto your name! Look what chaos you have brought onto this forum, and after all that, people still want you to hang around. Good guys eh?

Want some words of wisdom? Life is a rollercoaster - There you go, enjoy!

Hmm.. better elaborate i suppose. Your life is like a rollercoaster, one day your high on joy, or E-Number sweeties, and then just like that, without warning, you can hit rock bottom, and want to get off the rollercoaster A.S.A.P. You may be buying a collectable weapon one day and killing yourself with it the next, or you may be buying a computer one day, and then wondering why the f**k it keeps f**king crashing when its supposed to be the best thing on the f**king market, stupid hunk of sh*t. Back to your issues though... and putting it simply, no-one knows you, no matter how much they think you do, especially parents. If they send you to your room, dont think of it as a negative, think of it as some 'you' time, and crack on with PSO If they take away your pocket money, shrug your shoulders like you dont care and walk off... that'll confuse them.

Er, well that probabily doesnt help anything, but the point i'm trying to make is that you are independant from everyone else, so live your life like you want too. Go find something YOU want to do (As long as its not illegal!), and do it. Forget what everyone else says, because they've almost definately done the same thing in their time, so why shouldn't you eh?

Dont get confused over what i've just written out, even though i have, i'm sure theres a message in there somewhere!

If its parents that are getting you down, give yourself some 'me' time, think about some of the things you've always wanted to do, and then talk about it with someone over time, whether its them or not, and someday, you'll get there for sure. Its a one way system... it wont fail. Anyone reading that probabily disagrees with me, thinking to themselves "Well i've never got to Australia" or whatever, because you will, if you talk about it, show your dire interest. You can reach any target over time. Live it out, reach your dreams... live your life ^_^

[Kaminari]

-DarkMagician-

About friggin time Lee...

Anyway...before I kill the slow dino...

Masterofchaos...I am delighted to report, is feeling much better apparently.

Perhaps because of you lot... or perhaps because of three OTHER THINGS:

1) He may have a girlfriend.
2) I am attempting to return for him
3) I told him MY BIG NEWS

MBN? You want to know? TOUGH. PM ME. AAAHAHAHHAAH.

-DarkRob out-

[Todd]

Look, MOC, are you still considering suicide? If so, just tell us your problems....I bet they are not worth killing yourself for..Please, PLEASE! There are people whom care about you, and if you kill yourself, you'll go to oblivion and never see anyone ever again...Just please, don't kill yourself! People would suffer if you do!

*Claps hands in hope*
PLEEEEEEASE?

[zero132132]

Well, whatever it was that was bothering him I am glad that he has been happier lately. I just hate it when I see sad people; I always think that it is my fault or that there is something I can do to make them feel better.