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19-04-2005, 11:49 PM
(This post was last modified: 19-04-2005, 11:58 PM by SoundMasterLuku.)
I have always been a little bit depressed since well before this year has started but latly its been getting so bad I dont feel like I don't exist anymore. It feels like theres a weight on me that weighs so much and no matter how hard I try I just cant get it off. I dont kno what really to do. I dont talk about my problems with people where I live because im always the one with the answer and the one that helps everyone else so its not so easy for me to talk about my feelings with people where I live so I posted here. I guess I just wanted to let people someone kno how im feeling so thats why I made this.
Whats life without someone to risk it for...?
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well if we knew why you felt like u have a weight on your back maybe we could help...
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There's been a bad wave of depression going around this year. It's almost like an epidemic. I was feeling the same way about a week ago, so I wrote a poem like I normally do and posted it in the fan works section. There's not much I can say since everyone has their own way of dealing with depression. But what I can tell you is that you have to try your hardest to get through this. Always remember that you're happiness is important to your friends, family and everyone here on the forums. Hope you feel better soon and if you need any help or questions answered then please post them. It's good to have your feelings out on the table for others to see so that we can comfort and aid you through them.
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Wow this is an epidemic. Perhaps it is the year of depression?
Well, I know that you are feeling depressed but just remember. You may not see the good things going on in your life but they are always there. If you look at my quote you might get a good laugh too.
BTW: I know this is random but this seems to be the cause of a lot of the depression lately; Is it about a member of the opposite sex?
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if it is i gerantee something is going around (maybe its that new weird animal they discoverd... that has this odd affect on other animals mating ritual...)
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Luku is looking for advice icedragon. Don't go around making random/stupid/annoying/immature comments.
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I would have to agree..ice dont make a comment like that..well..what I do when I'm depressed..I find a creative way to vent my depression..writing and thinking up stories..and things like that help me alot..if that doesn't do it for ya..try playing a favorite sport...
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20-04-2005, 01:23 AM
(This post was last modified: 20-04-2005, 01:26 AM by SoundMasterLuku.)
Thank you for all of you taking the time to care I guess it must be something here and there because it was the same case with my friends a litle bit ago. I'm starting to feel a little less of the "weight" which is good. I havnt talked to anyone about my problems in well over 2 years but this felt really good. Thank you all again. Maby I can leave this behind sometime before I graduate high school. (That is leave the little bit depressed)
Thank you^.^
But the thing is I think its sports that do it because I do three a year and It just wears on me. But the only thing that I ever feel I live for is friends so I guess sports can help in an odd sense and destroy.
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dude im not making anything up they realy did find a weird animal like that just a few months ago (looks like a squirpion) oh and fine ill give some advice. well what i do is just lock myself in my room with paper pencils pencilsharpeners and just draw and not think about anything about drawing trust me it works
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i listen to music...
and draw as well...
i've got a notebook...
full of pictures...
all of hooded figures...
in the rain...
or chained to a wall...
or drowning in darkness...
while being in reach of light...
it doesnt really help....
but...
it conveys how i feel...
i really dont know why i do it...
if anything it just worsenes my attitude...
and makes people think i'm going to commit suicide...
so...
i'm not really helping...
