Guys I am sorry....

[Anti Hacker]

MOC I know you are still checking this thread because I know the insecurity you feel. Reply, talk. Do it now.

[Sebastian]

In that picture which one of them are ian?

and dont be a wussy and take the easy way out there is a lot more to life than you think. and time heals all things.

[Anti Hacker]

Time is the gretest distance between pain and yourself, remember that.

[Todd]

MOC I know you are still checking this thread because I know the insecurity you feel. Reply, talk. Do it now.

Umm, actully, he hasn't gotten the chance to see ANY of this. last time he was on was;

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But now he has 4 pages to read of people talking to him while he's not there.

[Anti Hacker]

He will be watching from time to time.

[Todd]

He couldn't have. Unless he has internet explorer and veiwed as a guest. Cause I have his screen name and he hasn't been online all day. Though he usually goes on about 8:00.

[SoundMasterLuku]

Ian would be the red head behind the girl in the blue swim suit.....


Well ian there you have it ppl care about you..wow you should kno this by now. and what ppl said well its true completly true live life I guess.Hey I was depressed for like 2 years ian, 2 frekin years of my life and dont u think iv dwelled suicide...yeah right. I wasted 2 years of my life because I let myslef think that way I drowned myself in my emotion and let myself be that way,and you kno what You need to look at life as opertunity and not my life sucks im gonna kill myself just because it gets hard once and awhile.

Im sry I guess I want to tell you that my lifes not that peachy either for whatever you may think. What I do is look my time in weeks not days,drown yourself in friends and good memories,and in the sense of what DE said get over it because theres ppl who are starving or living on the streets of cities cold at night, begging for money just to get by.You think w/e your ordeal this time is bad theres ppl who have it worse 24/7.

But hey in the end the choice is still yours knife,gun,or pills w/e the hell you want. All I say if you did this, its gonna hurt me alot more than anything u could possibly do now.

Ian cant get on until liek 4ish because that when his moms boy friend gets home with the lap top. So by now hes not checking by choice...but hes prolly just on xbox live

[Sebastian]

well it seems like if he does make the wrong decision it is going to cause a chain reaction of suicides. because sesshoumaruoeia already said he will do it too if he does.

which makes it worser.

[SoundMasterLuku]

He wouldnt either because he is a personel friend of mone as well and his charecter is fasr to strong to even do so...yes jordan I kno you were doing that to make him feel better but lets get real...REAL dont we all need it

[whiteninja]

You haven't harmed anyone here or that you know, Ian. If you want to harm them though, then you will do this.

Like AH said, keep your live active. Don't dwell on negative emotions. I'm not sure you could visit Japan or Africa, but just stay active. I started doing long distance running about 2.5 months ago, and since then, I've been so much happier. It gives you a time to forget everything wrong in your life and just enjoy the run. I was really bummed before then, but now, I'm at one of the best points in my life. You don't neccessarily have to take up running either, just get something to get involved in and stay involved in it.