A message to my friends- Depression is an epidemic I suppose...

[Infinite8]

I am suffering from depression, and will not be on for awhile..
Here are my reasons for being depressed:
Okay, Kashima had called me yesterday, and my sister found out about him being one of my online buddies as she called him... And she told my dad about it before I could, and so I got yelled at for giving my phone number out to a stranger whom I met in a "chat room"-thats what he said.. So Kashima, understand this, I won't be able to talk to you on the phone again, lest not till I live on my own, for I must follow my father's wishes... but I shall talk to you online as usual... K, so thats part of it, I'm extremely pissed at my older sister for not giving me a chance to tell my dad and she went ahead and did it, in front of my face, even... But the main reason that I'm soo upset is because of how we don't trust people enough in this world, sure... maybe there are some sickos out there that wanna do som'n to me, but it just makes me soo mad that they can't see that you guys are people just like me that like to go to these forums... It makes me mad that they seem to think I'm blind, cuz I didn't know what all someone can find out about you with your phone number... I know I wass blind with that, but they are just as blind and they don't see that... they are blind that you guys are just other people around the world living a life simular to mine...

So, I won't be on very often, cuz my older sister doesn't want me using her computer anymore, which I'm doing right now, but she doesn't know... and cuz I suppose I need a break..
I'll probably get on if I'm at a friends house though... I'll see you guys around. Take care. And don't worry about me, I've decided that I can't let this depression get to me, I just need time alone to think about stuff...
Truly,
Infinite8

[Karasu Murder]

Oh wow dude...I'm really sorry. That's horrible that she told on you like that, and you weren't even given a chance to defend of explain. Honestly...familes should try and trust each other more...or at least give a chance for explanations... *Shakes head*

I'm sorry to hear you've caught a bit of the depression bug, but it's good that you've decided not to let it get to you, that's a big step there. Spend some time thinking over things, if you need; we'll be here. If you ever need to talk, you know my AIM screennames.

[Vincent Rayne]

i hate posting here...

because i "left"...
but seeing as the thread is not on il...
here we go...


man that sucks...
i've taken my share of breaks as well...
usually drown myself in my friends and video games...
read some books...draw some pictures...


you'll be missed...

till your return, my friend...


(and karasu...that's one snazzy freakin sig..!)

[Infinite8]

Thanks guys, I'll be okay, ummm... I just want to be able to get on the computer at my house again, I'll see guys later and could you make sure that Kashima sees this, thanks...

[Kisanzi]

I understand where you're coming from. We live in an age of paranoia. My mom's the same way, she thinks that everyone on the internet is out to scam you or steal stuff from you and that's not the case at all. But either way just let it go because stressing over uneccessary issues becomes very tiresome really fast. Just try to compose yourself over your time off and be sure to ask for any help you might need from us or anyone else. Take care of yourself and hope to see ya back soon!

[A.S.]

I've decided that I can't let this depression get to me

yay, great to hear you shouldn't let depression get you down, quick recovery.

My mom's the same way, she thinks that everyone on the internet is out to scam you or steal stuff from you and that's not the case at all.

Kisanzi, your mom and my mom should go bowling sometime...

[Double Edge]

Sorry to hear of this, Infinite. I look forward to your visiting more often, and take care!

[Kashima]

I feel like a complete and total dumbass for calling you dude im so sorry if i had known it would have possibly gotten you in trouble i wouldnt have tried

[Infinite8]

Its not your fault, kashima... don't you dare think so... its okay... it is mine and mine alone, I'm gonna be selfish over this one...
I'll be back whenever my parents feel like they can trust me not to give out such personal info... I truly didn't think about it that way...
No biggie, kashima... truly... it'll be okay... I enjoyed our 3 min of on and off conversation due to my sister and the fact that my phone is stupid and I could hardly hear you ..
I'll see ya guys every-so-often... and I look forward to talking to you on aim kahsima...

[Kashima]

Yeah but your parents think you are giving numbers to weirdos and using poor judgement im no weirdo and im sure you thought of it heavily and observed my behaviour about our two forums before deciding to trust me with such personal info