The Confessional

[Double Edge]

I stole this idea from the ZE Forums (whether you know of them, or not, is not the point). All you must do is list something or some things and concepts, ideas or little things that you have never told anybody before - or at least a minimum amount of people.

Really, the concept is simple: just post a confession of yours. There are just a few ground rules to this:

a) The confession cannot be overwhelmingly grotesque - I would not see a problem with mild "nasty" confessions, just don't go over the edge.

b) Do not spam up this thread please - I very much want it to be able to continue well into the coming days, especially with more members pumping in.

c) Do not provoke or make fun of other members' confessions. If you cannot behave yourself in this thread..leave.

Thank you! Have fun!

DE

[whiteninja]

Okay, this is just something that I've felt like a jerk about for the past 2 months, and I just like to get it out already:

It was early March and the weather was in the 50ish degrees (F), so moderately cold. Our school had gotten a break that day from the winter uniform and we could wear whatever we want. I wore, khaki pants, a t-shirt and a sweat jacket. (I didn't really need the jacket, I'm very cold resistant, it just looks cool.)

At lunch time we all get herded outside for the last 25 minutes (out of 45) while the custodians clean the cafeteria from all of our slop, and about 15 feet away from where I was with my friends there was this girl talking to some guy, and she was wearing a t-shirt and was shivering like she was really cold. The guy was just doing this "Oh, I'm not cold, I'm such a pimp" kind of thing. So I thought about offering the girl my sweat jacket for the rest of the period, I didn't really need it, but it looked like she did.

Then I thought against it because I thought I might have made the guy look bad in front of this girl he may have been trying to impress. He then left for a minute (I don't know why) and the girl was just sitting there, still shivering. I could of and should have offered it to her then, but I didn't. I didn't, I could of, but I didn't. I was thinking, if he comes back while I'm talking to her, I'll still make him look bad, and I didn't want to do that. But I should have done it anyway, but I didn't and I've just felt like an absolute jackass about that for the past 2 months, and I wanted to get it out of me.

Thank you for wasting probably about 3 minutes of your time just so I can feel better.

Much better now. Thanks again.

[HUmar16]

This reminds me of the days where I was in a catholic school we did cofessions once a month.

Well anywayz I had stolen a Godzilla keychain once when I was a kid.

[Double Edge]

Which dumbass created this thread thinking it would get a single post? Oh whoops, ignore that question.

Anyway, that bites hard man. I'm sorry things turned out the way they did. Honestly, I would have offered her my jacket; but don't take that the wrong way. I completely understand the feeling that you had at that moment. It's that feeling of, "I know I probably should, but is it worth it?"

At any rate, thanks for bringing my thread back to life, and I was more than happy to read about your confession. :happy:

EDIT: ^that was to whiteninja.

Hehe, interesting HUmar16. I could think of worse things to steal though, but thanks for confessing anyway.

[Sesshomaru]

I'm probably going to be called a liar for this......but I don't really believe I have anything to confess....I've spent the past 3 months helping people and getting my life back in order from that huge problem that I had around early march or so........I will confess to actually hurting this girls feelings and made her feel completely terrible about what she did to me..........although we have gotten back to being close friends again.....I just can't help but think that what I said to her made her feel as badly as I did........lol...but on a good note.......I've been happy ever since we became friends again.........

[HUmar16]

That was the only thing that was near me that could fit in my pocket and I was just a kid and I was a Godzilla fan.

[whiteninja]

"I know I probably should, but is it worth it?"

Those times are really hard to decide what you ought to do. It's then, where it's like "I should do this because it's the right thing to do, but..... if I do, I'll get a load of s**t from a bunch jerk guys. (Something else happened earlier that year, where I did the right thing, some of the "players" were harassing me about it for about a week. In what sick world to people harass you for doing the right thing? That's just wrong.)

Humar16, don't worry about, we're all Godzilla fans at one point or another. Atleast you weren't swiping a bottle of booze, or a pack of cigarettes or something like that.

Sess, good for you, and that's not being sarcastic.

[Judgment]

Only thing i can confess is to upsetting one of my friends a few days ago. Her pet dog died while i was there. Im no good at chearing people up and i guess it is kind of hard to tell if im looking on the bright side or i just dont care. Anywho i tried to chear her up failed miserably and got kicked out. She hasnt talked to me since >_> she usaly cools down after a while but not before makeing me feel a guilty as heck

[whiteninja]

How'd it die? You didn't kill it.... did you?

[masterofchaos]

One of my confessions is that I was thinking about sucide for at least 5 months now and never stopped so I just wanted to get that out and personally I would of gave the jacket to her I could care less whet she thought of the guy or what he thought of you.